Zso Lattice

Mess around

40 x 30 cm
Acryl, Oil, graffity spray/marker, Gold pigments on Canvas
2024

At first glance, this painting evokes a sense of chaos and disorder. The vibrant colors and tangled lines emit dynamic energy, as if the whole world is swirling around me. Yet, in the center of the painting, I see a special point: here, everything appears crystal clear, like a calm island in the midst of chaos. This point symbolizes my vision and goal that I want to achieve.

Although my goal is clear and distinct, the disorder in my surroundings makes the path to it difficult. To reach this crystal-clear goal, I first need to bring order to my environment. Thus, this painting expresses not only my inner struggles but also my determination: the desire to create order from chaos and achieve everything I have envisioned.

Being Sensitive

Mini Paintings
21x30 cm
Acryl, Graffity Spray and Oil on Carton
2024

Sensivity is not a sin. The more open we are to the events of the world and the processes within us, the more easily we can grow. I've often been told that I'm too sensitive, yet I believe that it is precisely this sensitivity that has brought me to where I am today. I deeply understand the processes happening both in the world and within myself. Sometimes sensitivity is a burden, sometimes a blessing, but emotions are present in all of us. Even if we try to hide them, they still exist.

Present

100 x 100 cm
Acryl, Oil, Graffity Spray and Marker on Canvas
2024

In this picture, the present moment is the most important. We have a past, and we have a future, but it all depends on how we shape our present. Everyone carries a past filled with negative experiences and memories. These fears try to cast shadows over our present and can influence our future. However, if we give in to them too much, we may not end up with the future we desire. But by learning from the past and making adjustments in the present, we can reach the place where our heart truly longs to be.

Mickey in the City I.

100 x 80 cm
Acryl on Canvas
2021

The Story behind :

With this picture, I simply felt like the world was mine. I sensed that I knew everything and could accomplish anything. The ice cream symbolizes avoiding smoking, as I didn't want to endorse tobacco use. However, I am far from perfect. Even at that time, I experimented with blending various styles in my artwork because I realized that the more complex an image is, the more versatile perspectives it can offer. In this alternative world, graffiti introduces artistic expression, alongside the delicate feminine energies and contrasting powerful masculine energies. This image combines sensitivity and strength in a potent yet delicate balance.

Dreaming

21 x 30 cm
Mini Painting
2024

Birthday Girl

Mini Painting on Carton
21 x 30 cm
2024

Matryoshka doll 2. External artificial world or internal values?

40x 40 cm
Graffity Spray , Oil and Plastic on Canvas
2024

External artificial world or internal values? Environmental conservation or excessive plastic usage. My artwork delves into multiple themes simultaneously. On one hand, it draws attention to mental health. In our modern world, I see and experience in many places that people conceal their true selves behind certain externalities. Although I understand the psychological reasons behind it, I believe that understanding ourselves would pose the true challenge of our lives and provide solutions to our problems. However, many still refuse to confront this because it would mean facing unpleasant things that require effort and work. I dared to open up my layers and look deeply within myself. Was it simple? No. Was it worth it? Yes.

The other issue is environmental conservation. Many still haven't realized that, according to the current state of humanity, we are still harmful to our environment. We are the only species playing towards our own extinction, which is shocking to me because if humans are capable of thinking, why don't they see these things? And here is where the two things connect in the picture. Without self-awareness and reflection, there is no chance for development, and thus, we are doomed to destruction. Although I believe that something can still be done, so I will do everything in my power to open people's eyes.

Risk is always better than regret

70 x 70 cm
Acryl, Graffity spray, Oil

At this moment, when I look at this picture, I truly feel that as a result of recent events, I have rediscovered myself. I have taken enormous risks in my life, yet for the first time, I am not afraid of the "what if..." I proudly reflect on the journey I have taken and confidently face the challenges ahead. I want others to experience the peace, excitement, and love that I felt while painting this picture. I want people to feel the strength and freedom that I aim to convey with this artwork.

Cup of joy

60 x 80 cm
2024

Omas Teekanne First Collection

Paintography
( Photography + Painting )

This picture is part of the Vintage series, inspired by my dear friend and her restaurant. I decided to challenge myself with a new task: creating images that match the style of the restaurant. This is one piece from the collection, crafted in a vintage style specifically for a teahouse, reflecting my unique artistic approach.

Killed Heart After a toxic relationship serie

100x 80 cm
Acryl, Oil, Graffity Spray and Marker, Gold Pigments on Canvas
2024

Unfortunately, before this picture was taken, I went through a toxic and abusive relationship. This picture was taken six months later. It clearly shows how completely broken I was by the events. I felt like I had finally arrived and found my partner, but it turned out to be a trap and an illusion. The constant verbal abuse, manipulation, lying, and playing with my emotions nearly drove me to a psychiatric ward. Fortunately, my studies helped me recover from it. But many people remain trapped in such relationships, and now I understand why. In the future, I would like to raise awareness about mental health care and give more attention to this issue. I am not the only one to whom this has happened.

After break up . After a toxic relationship serie

60 x 60 cm
Acryl, Graffity and Oil on Canvas with Gold Pigments
2023

I painted this painting after a very difficult period. I had a emotionally abusive relationship and this was painted afterwards. It's clearly visible in the painting how much this whole situation affected me emotionally. The black and white face and the crying cloud reflect my mental state. However, I continued on the path of self-improvement and received a lot of external help to get back on track. Therefore, the contrast exactly reflects that even in the toughest moments, when you're at rock bottom, it's worth looking around because not everything is just black and white, and wonderful opportunities can open up before you even if sadness covers your eyes.

Blessed - Life Lessons Serie

80x80cm
Acryl and Gold on Canvas
2022

The story behind :

On this painting, the feelings of gratitude and blessing come to life. This period brought significant development into my life. I studied Buddhism and psychology, attempting to tame my inner demons. Happiness and balance characterized this time. The golden details symbolize the blessings received, while the colorful background with flowers alludes to the gifts received from life.

Secret Love - Life Lessons Serie

120 x 80 cm
Acryl on Canvas
2021

The Story behind :

In this period, I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have. Later, it turned out he had a girlfriend who was also pregnant. Moreover, he was my boss, making it a strictly forbidden topic. However, feelings are not always under our control, though our actions can be. After a long time, I felt, for the first time with him, that I could be a woman, and that someone understood and cared for me. We became each other's support, both at work and on an emotional level (although nothing ever happened between us). The depicted angler symbolizes my desire for this love story to weave into my life, albeit always kept hidden and restrained. That's why I painted the bait, a small heart visible only up close or when exposed to light. The fish symbolizes my former boss. The colorful tumult in the background represents the fluctuation of emotions.

Cage or Freedom ? After a toxic relationship serie

60 x 80 cm
Acryl , Graffity and Oil on Canvas
2023

I painted this painting during the time of my toxic relationship, only later realizing what I had depicted. As you can see, the figure in the painting is quite dark. This is because I struggled immensely during this period. One part of me felt the need to escape from this situation, while another part saw the potential solutions and wanted to fight. This inner conflict completely wore me down mentally and emotionally. The two birds symbolize this perfectly. One is stationary, stuck in the situation, while the other would fly freely and leave this torment behind. There are certain situations in life where you simply have to make a decision. Between selfishness and selflessness. Freedom and loneliness stand opposed to love and suffering. How would you decide?

Love is my Clown

16 x 20 cm
Acryl and Oil on Carton
2024

Mickey in the City II.

100 x 100 cm
Acryl and Oil on canvas
2022

The Story behind :

On this Painting, my world was right in the midst of chaos and anger. I felt that no matter what I did in my life, I was constantly surrounded by a harsh and cruel reality. And it took a toll on me. The red color (which incidentally I don't like) symbolizes anger, while the dark city reflects the negative perception of the outside world. It was during this time that I first pondered how it is possible for human beings, with so much potential, to struggle in finding peace and tranquility. Ego constantly drives us, even though there is tremendous potential within the human existence to create a world where everyone could live a good and peaceful life by paying attention to each other. Yet, for some reason, humanity has not reached this level of consciousness. Some have, but they are still few in number, or lack the proper guidance to fully manifest their potential.

The appreciation of gratitude - New chapter serie

120 x 100 cm
Acryl , graffity and Oil on Canvas
2023

After my toxic relationship, I embarked on a new chapter in my life: the appreciation of gratitude. I've learned that we should indeed be grateful even for the hardships, as they teach us valuable lessons. If everything were always perfect, we would never grow, because we wouldn't recognize the difference between good and bad, what serves us and what doesn't. So, I've learned to be grateful even for a significant blow. This has not only developed my emotional resilience but has also served as inspiration for my art, encouraging me to explore new themes and dare to forge new paths.

Powerful Woman - Life Lessons Serie

150x100 cm
Acryl and Graffity Spray on Canvas
2021

The Story behind :

A powerful yet graceful woman takes center stage, and the black-and-white depiction alludes to emotional burnout. However, the colorful background and the golden stream of light suggest hope and a positive outcome. While the woman may be emotionally drained, she can find her internal and external strength by focusing and learning to be both resilient and gentle simultaneously. This composition reflects the beauty and power of internal transformation.

My Octopus Teacher - We Love Animals Serie

110 x 80 cm
Acryl on Canvas
2021

The Story behind :

I don't want to write much about this picture because it was inspired by something specific. Namely, the film "My Octopus Teacher." I would like to recommend this film to you because it portrays a type of relationship that is natural and fascinating. It's a pure curiosity between two different species, where curiosity propels both parties into an experience that is unique and extraordinary.

Never give up After a toxic relationship serie

60 x 60 cm
Acryl , graffity and Oil on Canvas
2023

When you climb out of the pit you've fallen into once again, you can be proud of yourself. Many would give up after the umpteenth blow, saying it's never going to work. But if you're able to stand up again and again, then in the end, you'll become much stronger, more persistent, and braver than ever before. Our journey isn't always easy, but once we've decided to walk it, let's not give up.

The Balett Rapsody Life Lessons Serie

100x 70 cm
Acryl and Oil on Canvas
Available
2023

The Story behind :

This picture was inspired by a deeply in love couple. I witnessed, for the first time, a relationship where genuine, unconditional love thrives, and where both partners are equal, fostering mutual trust and support. In my life, such examples were rare, but after learning extensively through the path of self-improvement, I realized that I aspire to experience something like this someday. A connection where I can place my trust in my partner, where the feeling is light and ethereal yet built on solid foundations. A relationship where a woman can be a woman, and a man can be a man.

Be in the Present - Life Lessons Serie

60x 80 cm
Acryl and Oil on Canvas
2023

The story behind :

Everyone knows the feeling of sinking into a bath after a tiring day, just to relax. Playing with rubber ducks and temporarily stepping out of the world. This time is particularly suitable for calming the mind and reflecting a bit on ourselves. But what do I see in this picture? The darker areas symbolize the challenges of life, the water represents the environment in which we live, and the ducks symbolize the opportunities that appear on our journey. And the present moment, where you step out of the world and look at your things, is capable of making you notice the things that life presents to you.

( "To be in the present" means to consciously and attentively experience the current moment, focusing on the present events and feelings. It is a state where we direct our full attention and presence to what is happening right now, letting go of thoughts about the past or future. It's a form of mindful presence that can help enhance the experience of life and reduce stress.)